Reluctant blogger

Posted by: Fiona Capp
16 December 2008

I hope this doesn’t sound rude or ungrateful – because it’s not meant to be either – but I have to admit to being a very reluctant blogger. I’m delighted, of course, that Musk & Byrne has been selected as a Summer Read by the State Library and I appreciate that readers are interested in what writers have to say about what they do. But, the older I get, the more uneasy I find myself becoming with the whole business of talking about myself, my writing and the practice of writing in general. When you write a book you say everything you wanted to say in that book. Anything else you might say about it – at a festival, in a newspaper article, at a talk – is inevitably superfluous to what you originally set out to say. But, of course, when the book comes out you want people to know it exists and so you find yourself doing all these things – talking at festivals, writing newspaper articles, giving talks – for fear that it will sink without trace if you don’t get out there and flog it. Not all writers mind doing this, just as not all writers are introverts like me. I know plenty of writers who enjoy it and I can perfectly understand this. It’s just that I’m not one of them.

I love writing because it’s a solitary activity and because I don’t have to be there when other people read my books. I love surfing for similar reasons. You can be sitting out in the water with a bunch of other surfers, everyone quietly waiting for a set, and you can enjoy the company of your fellow surfers without having to say a thing to them. Everybody knows why they’re there. Everybody knows why they love it. Occasionally, I do fall into conversation with other surfers. Once, a surfer told me about the death of his daughter. But most of the time, I’m happy to remain silent. To treat the whole experience as a form of meditation. The thing that puzzles me about Writers’ Festivals and similar events is that writing and reading, like surfing, are silent activities in which one loses oneself, and yet these festivals are all about performing and talking. What I would love to see is a Readers’ Festival where everyone gathers – if they want company – at a particular venue and sits quietly reading, and occasionally talking to people around them about the books they are reading.

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